<?xml version="1.0" encoding="iso-8859-1"?><rss version="1.0"><channel><title>Diary of yellowflower</title><link>http://crystal.rediffiland.com/</link><description>Diary of yellowflower</description><language>en-us</language><item><title>Your Are My Wish, Hope, Dream</title><description><![CDATA[<P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><BR></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><BR></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><BR></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><BR></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><BR></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><BR></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><BR></P><BR><P><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM></EM></FONT></STRONG> </P><BR><P><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM></EM></FONT></STRONG> </P><BR><P><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM></EM></FONT></STRONG> </P><BR><P><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>Basking in the moon-lit blue night....</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>I walk along the sea shore....</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>Mystic smell filled the air....</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>I look for my love whom I adore....</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><BR></P><BR><P><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>Lapping waves set the background..</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>I listen to my heart beats rhyming his name..</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>Each step on the wet sand..</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>Took me closer to my love..</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><BR></P><BR><P><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>Silent breeze blew my way..</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>Making me feel he is away...</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>Did they bring his kisses...</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>They did not wait to say....</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><BR></P><BR><P><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>The night was still young...</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>The stars twinkled in the velvety sky..</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>I counted them and they equalled our dreams...</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>Until I lost the count....</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM></EM></FONT></STRONG> </P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>I made a wish and sent it to heaven..</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>To tell HIM that </EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>You are my Wish, Hope, Dream..</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM>Dont leave my heart alone taking my soul away....</EM></FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><BR></P><BR><P><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00><EM></EM></FONT></STRONG> </P><br><img src="http://ri.rediffiland.com/homepimages/home5/690/0b71a4a6009d0d269154bf7288b73500/homep/images/1214491636">]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 26 Jun 2008 19:25:55 +0530</pubDate><link>http://crystal.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/06/26/Your-Are-My-Wish-Hope-Dream.html</link></item><item><title>My Garden</title><description><![CDATA[<DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#6600cc size=4>A year passed by since i had been on iland and i had the opportunity to meet so many wonderful people here.......abundantly talented and blessed ones........varied interests....who made my garden so colorful and full of different fragrances!!!!!!They are "My treasures on iland" and my life...........</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#6600cc size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#6600cc size=4>Aameen:  A wonderful romantic poet....whenever i read his poem, my heart flutters......</FONT></DIV><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#6600cc size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><P><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#cc33cc size=4>ADM:  The Prince of the iland..no more explanations and no comparisions...the one and only Aditya....</FONT></P><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#ff0000 size=4>Amiya: Late to know but great to know you Amiya!!!!!!!!</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#ff0000 size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00 size=4>Aravind Das: I admire his ability to relate the current issues and humor.....perfect blend!!!!!</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#33cc00 size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#ff6600 size=4>Divyani: Ben.......i love her blogs and sense of humor..</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#ff6600 size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#6600cc size=4>DK: Gentleman, great posts...</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#6600cc size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#cc0000 size=4>Frozy: NVN.....u r best in ur own way, mischievous and humour filled blogs........</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#cc0000 size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#003333 size=4>Ishan:Busy always.......Di knows that u have lot to study...</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#003333 size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#6600cc size=4>Joseph Antony: I envy his talents to put so much on the blogs....wonderful page and so much to read and learn from him...My dear Jo.....ur Good Morning Wishes always add a cheer to my day.</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#6600cc size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#3333ff size=4>K.Mohan: We talk science always and never get bored....a great company on iland...</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#3333ff size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#6666cc size=4>Karthik: Friendly........and i enjoy his poems and his comments....</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#6666cc size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#006600 size=4>Krishna Prasad: His desert stories and poems are always interesting!</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#006600 size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#ff0000 size=4>Mahen Mishra: My dearest bhayya....we share a good rapport.....and i enjoy a chat with him....so refreshing.....takes away all the tensions of the day......</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#ff0000 size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#000099 size=4>Moe M: One of the best things happened to me on iland is that i got to know you!.....hmm...:)))))))))))))))))))</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#000099 size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#6600cc size=4>Mohan:  so lively and cheerful........his poems are wonderful........</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#6600cc size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#999900 size=4>Nitha Mohan:  A great frnd whose poems enchant me always......</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#999900 size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#cc0000 size=4>Nitin Malik:  I loved his posts..........i miss his masti ka paatsaalaa......</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#cc0000 size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#6600cc size=4>PGR Nair:  Great buddy on iland......</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#6600cc size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#6600cc size=4><FONT color=#003300>Prabhu Nair:  His blogs take me to the beauty of GOC, makes me nostalgic........but he has disappeared</FONT><FONT color=#006600> from the iland for long........hope he comes back soon!</FONT></FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#006600 size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#6600cc size=4>Raghu Iyer:  Hmmm.......i learned the meaning of Infinity thru his blogs......great mind and certainly a great thinker!!!!</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#6600cc size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#ffcc00 size=4>Sami Ahmed: His stories are my favourite!</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#ffcc00 size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><P><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#cc0000 size=4>slipperywaysnme: We are there for each other as "grips" when we slip!</FONT></P><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#ff6666 size=4>Shefa:  Hacker's favourite!!!!! Mine too....</FONT></DIV><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#ff6666 size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#cc6600 size=4>Sunshine: AAAhhhhhhhhhhhh...........he and his s(f)unny jokes..........i like them!</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face=Verdana color=#cc6600 size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#009900 size=4>S.Vaidhya: I love his Tamil Haikoos.........short but sweet messages</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#6600cc size=4>vchennai: Indeed a wonderful frnd........</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#6600cc size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#6600cc size=4></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#6600cc size=4> They are all my favorites............and i love to read the pages of PK Madhavan, bronzegoddess, Preeti Bose, meena sundar, elisabeth, meenakshi sharma,think tank,jissy thomas, Namratha Harichandan, tumble weed, d,manisha sharma,sensible joker....this list is growing still...........</FONT></DIV><BR><BR><DIV><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#6600cc size=4></FONT> </DIV><br><img src="http://ri.rediffiland.com/homepimages/home5/690/0b71a4a6009d0d269154bf7288b73500/homep/images/1209125867">]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 25 Apr 2008 14:14:33 +0530</pubDate><link>http://crystal.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/04/25/My-Garden.html</link></item><item><title>I feel beautiful when in your embrace</title><description><![CDATA[<P><EM><FONT face="Courier New, Courier, mono" color=#33cc00 size=4><STRONG></STRONG></FONT></EM> </P><BR><P><EM><FONT face="Courier New, Courier, mono" color=#33cc00 size=4><STRONG></STRONG></FONT></EM> </P><BR><P><EM><FONT face="Courier New, Courier, mono" color=#33cc00 size=4><STRONG></STRONG></FONT></EM> </P><BR><P><EM><FONT face="Courier New, Courier, mono" color=#33cc00 size=4><STRONG></STRONG></FONT></EM> </P><BR><P><EM><FONT face="Courier New, Courier, mono" color=#33cc00 size=4><STRONG>You came along<BR>Till then I was missing a part of me <BR>Till then there was emptiness <BR>You made me feel whole<BR> <BR>You showed me the happiness of my life<BR>With the love you showered on me<BR>I knew that when I met you<BR>And my heart skipped a beat.<BR> <BR>If two halves make a whole <BR>Then we are complete now<BR>I am anything you want me to be<BR>In your love, in your love<BR> <BR>You are a part of me<BR>In your heart I will always be<BR>Keep me in your arms  <BR>I feel beautiful when in your embrace <BR> <BR>You kiss me with tender care<BR>Love like ours is so very rare<BR>For there is no one else <BR>I could ever need <BR>We are together I do love you so much now and forever.......</STRONG></FONT></EM></P><BR><P><EM><FONT face="Courier New, Courier, mono" color=#33cc00 size=4><STRONG>I can see the stars, moon shine in your eyes<BR>I want to be there forever, a long long time<BR>You gave me your heart and soul <BR>For me to hold on and I will never let you go....</STRONG></FONT></EM></P><br><img src="http://ri.rediffiland.com/homepimages/home5/690/0b71a4a6009d0d269154bf7288b73500/homep/images/1206709851">]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 28 Mar 2008 18:14:19 +0530</pubDate><link>http://crystal.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/03/28/I-feel-beautiful-when-in-your-embra.html</link></item><item><title>You and I</title><description><![CDATA[<BLOCKQUOTE dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><BR><BR><BLOCKQUOTE dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><BR><BLOCKQUOTE dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><BR><P dir=ltr style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px"><STRONG><FONT color=#cc33cc size=5><EM>Thinking of you<BR>In the stillness of this star lit night<BR>Hearing you<BR>Whispering my name softly<BR>So much to share with you<BR>But those words are lost in me<BR>Your absence is killing me<BR>You are there and me here<BR>Wish that will change<BR>And I will finally have you near<BR>I look up on you<BR>My heart is full of you.........<BR>The angels send you here<BR>For me forever<BR>I never meant this to happen<BR>But I am glad it did happen<BR>All that shared between you and  I<BR>Will be a treasure in my heart<BR>Hear this from my heart<BR>All that matters to me is you...only you...<BR>And I want and cant have is you.....</EM></FONT></STRONG></P></BLOCKQUOTE></BLOCKQUOTE></BLOCKQUOTE><br><img src="http://ri.rediffiland.com/homepimages/home5/690/0b71a4a6009d0d269154bf7288b73500/homep/images/1205495674">]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 14 Mar 2008 16:33:46 +0530</pubDate><link>http://crystal.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/03/14/You-and-I.html</link></item><item><title>We Were There</title><description><![CDATA[<STRONG><EM><FONT color=#006600 size=4>It was a dream <BR>We were there<BR>I felt your breath<BR>I saw me in your eyes<BR>I stole a kiss<BR><BR>It was a feeling <BR>We were there<BR>I laughed with you<BR>I talked to you<BR>I hugged you<BR><BR>We were together<BR>We were there<BR>Stars twinkled brighter<BR>The moon smiled at us<BR>The world stopped for us<BR><BR>We were there<BR>We became one<BR>For a moment in time<BR>We became a part of each other<BR>for a lifetime<BR><BR>The Happiest moment<BR>We were there<BR>You gave me a part of you to keep<BR>I gave you a part of me to keep<BR>We gave each other a dream<BR>We were there...Dreaming.........</FONT></EM></STRONG><br><img src="http://ri.rediffiland.com/homepimages/home5/690/0b71a4a6009d0d269154bf7288b73500/homep/images/1203684636">]]></description><pubDate>Fri, 22 Feb 2008 18:19:07 +0530</pubDate><link>http://crystal.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/02/22/We-Were-There-1.html</link></item><item><title>Will You Be My.....</title><description><![CDATA[<P> </P><BR><P><FONT color=#ff0000><FONT face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size=5><EM><STRONG>you are my love<BR>you are my life<BR>you are my heart<BR>you are my strength<BR>you are my bright day<BR>you are my beautiful night<BR>you are my passion<BR>you are my life's reason<BR>you are my heaven<BR>you are my dream<BR>you are my music<BR>you are my smile<BR>you are my future<BR>you are my peace of mind<BR>you are my happiness....</STRONG></EM></FONT></FONT></P><BR><P><FONT color=#ff0000><FONT face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size=5><EM><STRONG><BR>we will never part<BR>without you life is never complete...</STRONG></EM></FONT></FONT><FONT color=#ff0000><FONT face="Times New Roman, Times, serif"><FONT size=5><BR> <BR><EM><STRONG><FONT color=#009900>Will you be my Valentine??</FONT></STRONG></EM></FONT></FONT></FONT></P><br><img src="http://ri.rediffiland.com/homepimages/home5/690/0b71a4a6009d0d269154bf7288b73500/homep/images/1202654615">]]></description><pubDate>Sun, 10 Feb 2008 20:02:10 +0530</pubDate><link>http://crystal.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/02/10/Will-You-Be-My-.html</link></item><item><title>Love</title><description><![CDATA[<P><FONT face="Courier New, Courier, mono" color=#006600 size=5><STRONG>To............Mine,</STRONG></FONT></P><BR><BR><P><FONT face="Courier New, Courier, mono" color=#006600 size=5><STRONG>When you walked into my life <BR>And knocked on my heart's door, <BR>I never dreamed you held the key, <BR>To a world of love and more, <BR>And once that you stepped in, <BR>How was I to know, <BR>You'd decorate my life with love, <BR>And make my heart your home</STRONG></FONT></P><BR><BR><P><FONT face="Courier New, Courier, mono" color=#006600 size=5><STRONG>When I see your smile, <BR>Theres a view of all my dreams, <BR>All my hopes and wishes, <BR>And a love for eternity, <BR>When you put your arms around me, <BR>I've never felt so much, <BR>Until the day I found you, <BR>I never knew real love. </STRONG></FONT></P><BR><BR><P><FONT face="Courier New, Courier, mono" color=#006600 size=5><STRONG>I'll stand beside you always, <BR>And give you all my love, <BR>I could never leave you, <BR>Even when the times are tough, <BR>To only you I'll make this promise, <BR>And know you can always believe, <BR>That for as long as I live, <BR>You'll be all I need.</STRONG></FONT></P><BR><BR><P><FONT face="Courier New, Courier, mono" color=#003300 size=5>............Hilda<BR></FONT> </P>]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 06 Feb 2008 19:58:05 +0530</pubDate><link>http://crystal.rediffiland.com/blogs/2008/02/06/Love.html</link></item><item><title>Tomorrow</title><description><![CDATA[<FONT size=4><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif"><FONT color=#ff0000><EM><BR><P><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif">Never stop caring about the little things in life,<BR>Never stop dreaming or give in to strife.</FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif">Never stop building bridges that lead to promising tomorrows,<BR>Never stop trying or give in to sorrows.</FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif">Never stop smiling and looking forward to each new day,<BR>But most of all my friend.<BR>Never stop shining in your own special way.</FONT></STRONG></P><BR><P><STRONG><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif">Never forget that all storms can clear.<BR>The grayest sky can turn pure blue.<BR>Remember, brighter tomorrows are near.</FONT></STRONG></P></EM></FONT></FONT></FONT><br><img src="http://ri.rediffiland.com/homepimages/home5/690/0b71a4a6009d0d269154bf7288b73500/homep/images/1198758636">]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 27 Dec 2007 17:31:52 +0530</pubDate><link>http://crystal.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/12/27/Tomorrow.html</link></item><item><title>Inspiration</title><description><![CDATA[<TABLE id=HB_Mail_Container height="100%" cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width="100%" border=0 UNSELECTABLE="on"><FONT color=#66cccc><BR><FONT size=2><EM><STRONG></STRONG></EM></FONT></FONT><BR><BR><TBODY><FONT color=#66cccc><BR><FONT size=2><EM><STRONG></STRONG></EM></FONT></FONT><BR><BR><TR height="100%" UNSELECTABLE="on" width="100%"><FONT color=#66cccc></FONT><BR><TD id=HB_Focus_Element vAlign=top width="100%" background="" height=250 UNSELECTABLE="off"><BR><BR><P><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif"><FONT color=#000000 size=4><STRONG><EM>Little Moments Of Joy<BR>                                                 </EM></STRONG></FONT></FONT><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif"><FONT color=#66cccc><FONT size=2><STRONG><FONT color=#6666cc><FONT color=#000000 size=4><EM> - by Barry Kingsley<BR></EM></FONT><BR></FONT><BR></STRONG></FONT></FONT></FONT><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif"><FONT size=2><STRONG><EM><FONT color=#660000><FONT style="BACKGROUND-COLOR: #ff99ff">Twenty years ago, I drove a cab for a living. It was a cowboy's life, a life for someone who wanted no boss. What I didn't realize was that it was also a ministry.<BR><BR>Because I drove the night shift, my cab became a moving confessional. Passengers climbed in, sat behind me in total anonymity, and told me about their lives. I encountered people whose lives amazed me, ennobled me, made me laugh and weep.<BR><BR>But none touched me more than a woman I picked up late one August night.<BR><BR>I was responding to a call from a small brick fourplex in a quiet part of town. I assumed I was being sent to pick up some partiers, or someone who had just had a fight with a lover, or a worker heading to an early shift at some factory for the industrial part of town.<BR><BR>When I arrived at 2:30 a.m., the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice, wait a minute, then drive away. But I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked.<BR><BR>"Just a minute," answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 80s stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940's movie.<BR><BR>By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets. There were no clocks on the walls, no knickknacks or utensils on the counters. In the corner was a cardboard box filled with photos and glassware.<BR><BR>"Would you carry my bag out to the car?" she said.<BR><BR>I took the suitcase to the cab, then returned to assist the woman. She took my arm and we walked slowly toward the curb. She kept thanking me for my kindness.<BR><BR>"It's nothing," I told her. "I just try to treat my passengers the way I would want my mother treated."<BR><BR>"Oh, you're such a good boy," she said.<BR><BR>When we got in the cab, she gave me an address, then asked, "Could you drive through downtown?"<BR><BR>"It's not the shortest way," I answered quickly.<BR><BR>"Oh, I don't mind," she said. "I'm in no hurry. I'm on my way to a hospice."<BR><BR>I looked in the rear view mirror. Her eyes were glistening. "I don't have any family left," she continued. "The doctor says I don't have very long."<BR><BR>I quietly reached over and shut off the meter. "What route would you like me to take?" I asked.<BR><BR>For the next two hours, we drove through the city. She showed me the building where she had once worked as an elevator operator. We drove through the neighborhood where she and her husband had lived when they were newlyweds. She had me pull up in front of a furniture warehouse that had once been a ballroom where she had gone dancing as a girl. Sometimes she'd ask me to slow in front of a particular building or corner and would sit staring into the darkness, saying nothing.<BR><BR>As the first hint of sun was creasing the horizon, she suddenly said, "I'm tired. Let's go now."<BR><BR>We drove in silence to the address she had given me. It was a low building, like a small convalescent home, with a driveway that passed under a portico. Two orderlies came out to the cab as soon as we pulled up. They were solicitous and intent, watching her every move. They must have been expecting her. I opened the trunk and took the small suitcase to the door. The woman was already seated in a wheelchair.<BR><BR>"How much do I owe you?" she asked, reaching into her purse.<BR><BR>"Nothing," I said.<BR><BR>"You have to make a living," she answered.<BR><BR>"There are other passengers," I responded.<BR><BR>Almost without thinking, I bent and gave her a hug. She held onto me tightly.<BR><BR>"You gave an old woman a little moment of joy," she said. "Thank you."<BR><BR>I squeezed her hand, then walked into the dim morning light. Behind me, a door shut. It was the sound of the closing of a life.<BR><BR>I didn't pick up any more passengers that shift. I drove aimlessly, lost in thought. For the rest of that day, I could hardly talk. What if that woman had gotten an angry driver, or one who was impatient at the end his shift? What if I had refused to take the run, or had honked once, then driven away?<BR><BR>On a quick review, I don't think that I have done anything more important in my life. We're conditioned to think that our lives revolve around great moments. But great moments often catch us unawarebeautifully wrapped in what others may consider a small one.<BR></FONT><BR></FONT><FONT style="BACKGROUND-COLOR: #ffff00" color=#006600>People may not remember exactly what you did, or what you said, .but they will always remember how you made them feel.</FONT></EM></STRONG></FONT></FONT><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif"></P></FONT></TD></TR><FONT color=#66cccc><BR><FONT size=2><EM><STRONG></STRONG></EM></FONT></FONT><BR><BR><TR UNSELECTABLE="on" hb_tag="1"><FONT color=#66cccc><BR><FONT size=2><EM><STRONG></STRONG></EM></FONT></FONT><BR><BR><TD style="FONT-SIZE: 1pt" height=1 UNSELECTABLE="on"><BR><BR><BR><DIV id=hotbar_promo><FONT color=#66cccc size=2><EM><STRONG></STRONG></EM></FONT></DIV></TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE>]]></description><pubDate>Thu, 29 Nov 2007 20:59:18 +0530</pubDate><link>http://crystal.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/11/29/Inspiration.html</link></item><item><title>Determination</title><description><![CDATA[<TABLE id=HB_Mail_Container height="100%" cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width="100%" border=0 UNSELECTABLE="on"><BR><TBODY><BR><TR height="100%" UNSELECTABLE="on" width="100%"><BR><TD id=HB_Focus_Element vAlign=top width="100%" background="" height=250 UNSELECTABLE="off"><BR><P>  <BR><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00 size=4><STRONG><EM>I Will Live.....</EM></STRONG></FONT></P><BR><P><BR><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#33cc00 size=4><STRONG><EM>I will not die an unlived life.<BR>I will not live in fear of falling or catching fire.<BR><BR>I choose to live by days, to allow my living to open me, to make me less afraid, more accessible, to loosen my heart until it becomes a wing, a torch, a promise.<BR><BR>I choose to risk my significance; to live so that which comes to me as seed goes to next as blossom and that which comes to me as blossom, goes as a fruit.<BR></EM></STRONG></FONT></P></TD></TR><BR><TR UNSELECTABLE="on" hb_tag="1"><BR><TD style="FONT-SIZE: 1pt" height=1 UNSELECTABLE="on"><BR><DIV id=hotbar_promo></DIV></TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE>]]></description><pubDate>Sun, 18 Nov 2007 09:52:13 +0530</pubDate><link>http://crystal.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/11/18/Determination.html</link></item></channel></rss>